It's been a week of me emailing her constantly.
Last friday, she posted in her LJ that she had a girlfriend. *ehem*
The thing is, i saw this comment from this same girl asking her things like "i thought it was me?! i am sad.."
i am like what is GOING ON?
did she really thought they were dating?
i mean.. so she was really cheating? flirting with that other girl
i soo knew it.
that same girl who stole her away from me when i needed her the most

i cannot get over it huh?
NO.
i cannot.

it was the only time that i needed her and she was not there.
if she was busy i can take it
but no
she as busy
making a video for her.
and honestly, it's not okay.

maybe i am just jealous of the attention she is getting
yes i am jealous
so what?
i am the girlfriend right?
why does she get a video and i get nothing even a note asking if i was okay.
not even the slightest bit of concern.

I AM NOT OKAY!!!
i am stressed out, sick and trembling all over.
i can die right this very moment while you're busy flirting with some other woman